0 00:00:17.675 --> 00:00:21.525 At the end of the day, in the Yeouido studio apartment 1 00:00:21.725 --> 00:00:24.825 (*Kiwi: pet bird) - Kiwi, mom's home 2 00:00:24.825 --> 00:00:26.275 (halts) 3 00:00:26.275 --> 00:00:27.925 Oh my 4 00:00:31.025 --> 00:00:32.725 what's this 5 00:00:32.725 --> 00:00:34.725 (turning on the lights by Bluetooth) - What is this~ 6 00:00:36.475 --> 00:00:38.475 This perfect surprise made her speechless 7 00:00:39.175 --> 00:00:42.475 For reaching 40K subs 8 00:00:42.475 --> 00:00:43.875 Preparing a surprise like this 9 00:00:43.875 --> 00:00:45.675 I told you that you don't have to do this 10 00:00:45.675 --> 00:00:47.525 (already showing four fingers) 11 00:00:47.525 --> 00:00:51.875 Happy 40k to me~ 12 00:00:51.875 --> 00:00:54.775 (swish) Happy 40k to me~ 13 00:00:54.775 --> 00:00:56.575 (unexpected butterfly dance move) 14 00:00:56.575 --> 00:00:58.825 (ah) My beloved~ 15 00:00:58.825 --> 00:01:02.025 40k destinies 16 00:01:02.025 --> 00:01:03.375 (a wink nobody asked for) 17 00:01:03.375 --> 00:01:08.025 Happy 40k to me 18 00:01:08.025 --> 00:01:10.125 (Thump) 19 00:01:10.125 --> 00:01:11.775 (steady ending pose) 20 00:01:11.775 --> 00:01:15.575 [Speech] Unexpectedly, at the end of today, I came home and like this 21 00:01:15.575 --> 00:01:19.525 thank you so much for giving me a surprise 22 00:01:19.525 --> 00:01:22.775 Thank you for being a big fan of me 23 00:01:23.875 --> 00:01:26.625 (thanks to the biggest fan who prepared the surprise *subscriber Park Ki-eun) - Every moment was beyond my imagination 24 00:01:26.625 --> 00:01:29.175 oh, the candle is shaking too much 25 00:01:29.175 --> 00:01:33.225 (first time covering the mouth during a speech) - Thank you so much for the surprise comments and thoughts 26 00:01:33.225 --> 00:01:38.875 (phew, that was close) - It was so unexpected and something I didn't even dream of 27 00:01:40.275 --> 00:01:43.325 Do I really have 30k subscribers? 28 00:01:43.325 --> 00:01:46.075 (@Destiny: Not 30k, but 40k) - Of course, that doesn't mean 29 00:01:46.075 --> 00:01:49.275 I care so much about the numbers... wait a sec 30 00:01:49.275 --> 00:01:51.825 (first time stopping the ceremony by herself) - Let me blow out the candles first, it's so pretty 31 00:01:51.825 --> 00:01:54.625 (concentration lasts about 5 seconds) 32 00:01:55.575 --> 00:01:57.525 Wow, it's so pretty 33 00:01:57.975 --> 00:01:59.425 Before the candle melts completely 34 00:01:59.425 --> 00:02:01.275 As I'm talking too much right now, the candles 35 00:02:01.275 --> 00:02:05.025 (if you know, then stop talking) - look worn out. I'll quickly make a wish 36 00:02:07.975 --> 00:02:13.025 (What, is she going to tell her wish too?) - For me and my subscribers, and those watching this video 37 00:02:13.025 --> 00:02:14.125 who will soon fall for me 38 00:02:14.125 --> 00:02:15.825 (wishful thinking) 39 00:02:15.825 --> 00:02:19.475 and may all my family be healthy and succeed in what they do 40 00:02:20.225 --> 00:02:22.075 [Wish fulfilled] 41 00:02:22.075 --> 00:02:29.375 [Second speech] - At this moment, those who shine with me, who are force to be here 42 00:02:29.375 --> 00:02:31.425 (wide eyes) 43 00:02:32.175 --> 00:02:36.775 (one person who left.. will meet again soon ^.~) - 40,062 viewers.. no 44 00:02:36.775 --> 00:02:39.925 (am I shaking?) - subscribers, I am so so 45 00:02:39.925 --> 00:02:41.225 grateful 46 00:02:41.825 --> 00:02:44.225 Today, I will only use 4 fingers 47 00:02:44.225 --> 00:02:45.425 To show my love of number 4 48 00:02:45.425 --> 00:02:48.325 Actually, I've always liked the number four, you know? 49 00:02:48.325 --> 00:02:49.875 This moment makes me 50 00:02:49.875 --> 00:02:51.275 (gulp) 51 00:02:51.275 --> 00:02:52.625 Like the number even more 52 00:02:52.625 --> 00:02:53.625 (Finish elegantly) 53 00:02:53.625 --> 00:02:55.475 A channel so small and insignificant 54 00:02:55.475 --> 00:02:57.476 But would not stop talking 55 00:02:57.476 --> 00:02:59.576 This noisy Christine channel 56 00:02:59.576 --> 00:03:02.476 Sometimes overacting, sometimes crying, sometimes laughing 57 00:03:02.476 --> 00:03:04.576 Sometimes feeling frustrated and sometimes trying again 58 00:03:04.576 --> 00:03:07.326 And sometimes, trying to get back up again 59 00:03:07.326 --> 00:03:10.776 Sometimes clean, sometimes dirt, sometimes laughing again^^ 60 00:03:11.226 --> 00:03:12.026 (Smirk) 61 00:03:12.026 --> 00:03:15.376 (Not finished yet) - Sometimes falling in love, sometimes feeling despaired by love 62 00:03:15.376 --> 00:03:17.926 For not giving up on our Christine channel 63 00:03:17.926 --> 00:03:20.426 (Giving up on subtitles) - And not pressing unsubscribe, but giving love 64 00:03:20.426 --> 00:03:24.326 Wishing, blessing, praying for us 65 00:03:24.326 --> 00:03:28.176 Our Destinies, who supports us with one heart and mind 66 00:03:28.176 --> 00:03:32.726 (@Destiny: Imagine she never got to 40k...) - To every single one of you I'm very, very grateful 67 00:03:33.076 --> 00:03:36.076 [Introducing the dress] - I only wear this pajama when I feel good 68 00:03:36.076 --> 00:03:40.326 And a heart earring to show my love to you 69 00:03:40.326 --> 00:03:41.426 You might have guessed, right? 70 00:03:41.426 --> 00:03:42.326 That's right haha ^^ 71 00:03:43.076 --> 00:03:46.576 [Hair removal update] - It seems like I haven't done hair removal, oh my, I didn't 72 00:03:46.576 --> 00:03:48.476 [Preparing for Q&A] - I have received questions 73 00:03:48.476 --> 00:03:49.726 A few days ago 74 00:03:49.726 --> 00:03:52.026 Why am I talking like this? I'm so flattered right now 75 00:03:55.576 --> 00:03:57.976 [Americano vs Latte] - I'm totally on team latte 76 00:03:57.976 --> 00:04:00.326 But a strawberry cake like this calls for an Americano 77 00:04:00.326 --> 00:04:03.426 (What is she trying to say?) - But if i had to pick one, I'll choose latte 78 00:04:03.426 --> 00:04:06.626 (turned on the light) 79 00:04:06.626 --> 00:04:09.576 (The smile won't leave her face) - My lips, get a grip on yourself 80 00:04:09.576 --> 00:04:14.726 I will quickly do the Q&A while eating the cake 81 00:04:14.726 --> 00:04:17.676 (Thank you for the cake, rider^^) - The Twosome place cake is really full of strawberries 82 00:04:17.676 --> 00:04:18.426 Let's try 83 00:04:23.226 --> 00:04:26.176 (Starts eating after answering two questions) 84 00:04:27.726 --> 00:04:28.526 This is crazy?! 85 00:04:28.526 --> 00:04:31.526 (Looks like her eyes are gonna pop out) 86 00:04:32.176 --> 00:04:33.826 The strawberries are definitely a pass 87 00:04:33.826 --> 00:04:36.976 There's something like strawberry jam in the middle here 88 00:04:40.076 --> 00:04:43.026 loooolll 89 00:04:45.576 --> 00:04:51.426 Is this a mukbang or a Q&A 90 00:04:51.426 --> 00:04:53.226 [Returning to Q&A] - I will do the Q&A quickly 91 00:04:53.226 --> 00:04:54.276 [Something to brag about today!] 92 00:04:55.076 --> 00:04:57.476 There's nothing to brag about~ 93 00:04:57.476 --> 00:05:01.226 (The fingers are speaking for her) - Is there really anything to brag about? 94 00:05:01.576 --> 00:05:07.276 I prefer to be humble rather than bragging 95 00:05:07.276 --> 00:05:09.426 (Go where...?) - I'll be going 96 00:05:09.426 --> 00:05:12.426 I don't think there's anything to brag about 97 00:05:14.676 --> 00:05:20.276 [Congratulations on 40k. Our Tini unnie's charm is really amazing! You should become more famous!! Cheer up, algorithm!!!] 98 00:05:20.276 --> 00:05:22.826 (Thank you so much for the pretty comments, Destinies) - I was surprised how people can write such beautiful words 99 00:05:22.826 --> 00:05:25.426 By reading these kind of words 100 00:05:25.426 --> 00:05:30.176 (I feel the power of words thanks to Destinies) - Even on a day that seems completely ruined, it makes me feel good again 101 00:05:32.526 --> 00:05:34.076 I still remember 102 00:05:34.076 --> 00:05:36.876 there are really a lot of words that come to mind 103 00:05:36.876 --> 00:05:39.376 there was a time when I was really hard on myself 104 00:05:39.376 --> 00:05:42.626 and my self-esteem was really low 105 00:05:42.626 --> 00:05:46.576 I was burying my tears in my pillow then suddenly a YouTube notification popped up 106 00:05:46.576 --> 00:05:50.226 In the video about items that greatly improve the quality of life 107 00:05:50.226 --> 00:05:51.576 In the YouTube comments 108 00:05:51.576 --> 00:05:55.476 (a comment I received when I was blaming the quality of my life) - He/She said that I'm the one who greatly enhances the quality of his/her life 109 00:05:55.476 --> 00:05:59.176 I really cried my eyes out at those words 110 00:05:59.176 --> 00:06:02.126 Realizing that there are people who see me in such a light 111 00:06:02.126 --> 00:06:06.326 (tears starting to come up) - There were people who watched me since I was an exchange student in Spain 112 00:06:06.326 --> 00:06:09.276 (caught up in the number 40k) - That was about 40... I mean 4 years ago 113 00:06:09.276 --> 00:06:11.176 which means they've been watching me for a really long time 114 00:06:11.176 --> 00:06:13.026 I'm thankful for them for watching me continuously 115 00:06:13.026 --> 00:06:18.476 (There were times when the videos weren't so fun to watch over the past four years, but they kept watching) - And for believing in me 116 00:06:18.476 --> 00:06:23.726 (being a drama queen again) 117 00:06:24.526 --> 00:06:26.526 (to those who have always supported me during job searching, break-ups, and failed challenges) - When the quality of life isn't good 118 00:06:26.526 --> 00:06:30.926 for instance, when rejected or hurt by others 119 00:06:30.926 --> 00:06:34.476 I'm so, so grateful for the encouraging words 120 00:06:35.076 --> 00:06:38.376 I haven't been good at directly celebrating your birthdays 121 00:06:38.376 --> 00:06:41.176 or when you have joyful occasions 122 00:06:41.176 --> 00:06:48.526 (there's so much to be thankful for) - There are even comments like 'Let's go 1 million subs' 123 00:06:49.426 --> 00:06:54.676 (Tini being serious but somehow funny as always) - I'm so grateful for these words 124 00:06:54.676 --> 00:06:57.276 The next Q&A question is 125 00:06:57.276 --> 00:07:03.526 [It's not a question, but you are my favorite YouTuber♥ All your videos are really fun Thank you for uploading the videos] 126 00:07:03.526 --> 00:07:05.526 There are people younger than me 127 00:07:05.526 --> 00:07:10.776 (The one who wrote it never would've thought she would cry) - who writes stuff like this to me, and it's not easy 128 00:07:12.926 --> 00:07:16.876 (she usually never cries from being moved) - I think this is the first time I've cried from being touched in my life 129 00:07:17.076 --> 00:07:20.476 like 'Wow, someone is actually saying this to me, there's someone who says such things' 130 00:07:20.476 --> 00:07:24.576 I always feel really thankful when I think about it 131 00:07:24.576 --> 00:07:26.726 I know it's never easy to express such feelings 132 00:07:27.476 --> 00:07:29.926 and even those who watch me without leaving comments 133 00:07:29.926 --> 00:07:32.126 (please tell me you're there, Destinies..) - I'm sure there are a lot of them 134 00:07:32.126 --> 00:07:36.426 these people like me just for being myself 135 00:07:36.426 --> 00:07:38.676 But as you all know 136 00:07:39.476 --> 00:07:43.076 (I'm so grateful to those who see me just as I am) - It's not easy to be seen and accepted just as you are 137 00:07:43.076 --> 00:07:48.776 so that's why for all of you, both before and now 138 00:07:48.776 --> 00:07:52.076 (to those who liked me just as I am, no matter the number of subscribers) - I feel so grateful 139 00:07:52.076 --> 00:07:54.576 Although this started as 40k celebration 140 00:07:55.826 --> 00:07:57.026 rather than being so aware of the numbers 141 00:07:57.026 --> 00:07:59.176 (only a bit aware) 142 00:07:59.176 --> 00:08:03.776 (after saying that, eating it all by herself) - This cake is yours 143 00:08:03.776 --> 00:08:08.426 why do I look so ugly, I should be pretty today 144 00:08:08.426 --> 00:08:10.926 (her flow that instantly breaks the mood) - Usually it's a bit... I think yesterday was a bit better 145 00:08:10.926 --> 00:08:15.926 [Unnie, hehe, how old are you? I'm curious if you're older than me I watch everything you upload on YouTube] 146 00:08:15.926 --> 00:08:19.076 (There are a lot of questions about age, huh?!) - Such a pretty girl saying this~ while being prettier yourself~ 147 00:08:20.026 --> 00:08:21.476 born in '96 148 00:08:21.476 --> 00:08:22.926 (irrelevant sassiness) 149 00:08:23.226 --> 00:08:26.976 I'm an early '96, so I'm currently 27 years old 150 00:08:26.976 --> 00:08:32.326 [What have you learned about yourself recently?] - And with a hand heart emoji 151 00:08:32.326 --> 00:08:33.976 I realized I liked reading books 152 00:08:33.976 --> 00:08:35.726 Life is about making choices at every moment 153 00:08:35.726 --> 00:08:37.526 It was my choice to be in this position 154 00:08:37.526 --> 00:08:40.876 And it's also a choice that you all decided to watch this video 155 00:08:40.876 --> 00:08:44.876 But the best way to have no regrets about those choices is wisdom 156 00:08:44.876 --> 00:08:47.876 Being able to wisely consider the opportunity and its cost 157 00:08:47.876 --> 00:08:51.827 The fastest and most cost-effective way to gain that wisdom is 158 00:08:51.827 --> 00:08:53.127 I think by reading lots of books 159 00:08:53.127 --> 00:08:56.727 Reading books makes me more certain about my choices 160 00:08:56.727 --> 00:08:59.727 So, rather than spending time worrying about choices 161 00:08:59.727 --> 00:09:02.577 I end up spending more time making and acting on decisions 162 00:09:02.577 --> 00:09:04.827 That's why reading books is fun 163 00:09:04.827 --> 00:09:06.677 I guess this was why I liked books 164 00:09:06.677 --> 00:09:10.877 [A deposit of 100 million won is too expensive I'm curious about how you save or invest money] 165 00:09:10.877 --> 00:09:17.627 (*Spoiler: Not a success story) - I used all the money I earned during my internship or put it into stocks 166 00:09:17.627 --> 00:09:19.527 But that was during the COVID period 167 00:09:19.527 --> 00:09:22.127 I had quite a lot of money in stocks by my standards 168 00:09:22.127 --> 00:09:24.227 It went all the way to minus 70% 169 00:09:24.227 --> 00:09:28.277 So I didn't look at it at all for almost two years 170 00:09:28.277 --> 00:09:30.777 Then, while on a call, my Toss app opened 171 00:09:30.777 --> 00:09:34.627 So I just bought a small amount of the number one trending stock 172 00:09:34.627 --> 00:09:36.177 But after the call 173 00:09:36.177 --> 00:09:40.077 (Just a story from a month ago^^) - In about 10 minutes, I made 470,000 won 174 00:09:40.077 --> 00:09:43.677 I was so surprised and thought, 'Wow, now this is what stock's supposed to be' 175 00:09:43.677 --> 00:09:46.877 Thinking 'this is how you do stocks', I bought a lot of them 176 00:09:46.877 --> 00:09:51.827 (*Don't know anything about stocks) - But as soon as I bought them, literally right after that 177 00:09:52.227 --> 00:09:53.977 I lost 2 million won, and that was it 178 00:09:53.977 --> 00:09:55.377 LOL 179 00:09:55.377 --> 00:09:58.727 After losing 2 million won, I couldn't sleep at all that day 180 00:09:58.727 --> 00:10:00.427 I think I lost more than 2 million won 181 00:10:00.427 --> 00:10:04.077 And then I sold all of my stocks... I almost went insane 182 00:10:04.077 --> 00:10:08.227 Starting this year, I plan to do it properly^^ 183 00:10:08.227 --> 00:10:09.827 [When is your birthday?] 184 00:10:09.827 --> 00:10:12.077 (It's embarrassing~) 185 00:10:12.077 --> 00:10:15.077 My birthday is February 5th 186 00:10:15.077 --> 00:10:17.227 (@Destiny: I shouldn't have asked) - You can always recall it when you eat cucumber 187 00:10:17.227 --> 00:10:23.327 [I'm curious about the principles you stick to when dating! At the start of the relationship, during, and after a breakup! Love you] 188 00:10:23.327 --> 00:10:25.627 I love you more~ 189 00:10:25.627 --> 00:10:30.277 (I'll just have a bite) - Mmm, it's so delicious 190 00:10:30.277 --> 00:10:31.827 I have so much to say about this 191 00:10:31.827 --> 00:10:34.977 Do you know what I hear every day from my friends recently? 192 00:10:34.977 --> 00:10:36.377 They say I've become a total fox 193 00:10:36.377 --> 00:10:37.227 lol 194 00:10:37.227 --> 00:10:40.877 You all know I've been hurt and frustrated by love, and had been through a lot 195 00:10:40.877 --> 00:10:43.977 I'm really good at relationships now 196 00:10:43.977 --> 00:10:45.777 Now I understand 197 00:10:45.777 --> 00:10:46.827 (After 27 years) - Now I understand the flow of a relationship 198 00:10:46.827 --> 00:10:49.327 Please don't call me a pushover anymore 199 00:10:49.327 --> 00:10:51.377 (Foxlighting) - I've become a complete fox now 200 00:10:51.377 --> 00:10:54.427 The reason why I'm talking about these principles is that 201 00:10:54.427 --> 00:10:58.327 my principles are completely different from when I wasn't so experienced to now 202 00:10:58.327 --> 00:11:00.877 this is something my friend's professor said 203 00:11:00.877 --> 00:11:05.577 and it actually is one of my dating principles too 204 00:11:05.577 --> 00:11:07.477 Do you know the '333 rule'? 205 00:11:07.477 --> 00:11:10.427 It's 3 days, 3 months, 3 years, 206 00:11:10.427 --> 00:11:13.477 It's decided whether to date him or not after meeting 3 times 207 00:11:13.477 --> 00:11:15.327 and after dating for 3 months 208 00:11:15.327 --> 00:11:17.777 (battery discharge after 3 seconds) - It's decided whether it will be a short-term or a long-term relationship 209 00:11:17.777 --> 00:11:23.177 and after dating for 3 years, it's decided whether to marry this person or not 210 00:11:23.177 --> 00:11:26.827 but to some extent, this is really true 211 00:11:26.827 --> 00:11:29.877 in fact, that decision is not wrong 212 00:11:30.577 --> 00:11:33.927 (At the start of a relationship: no playing hard to get) - And when starting a relationship, I don't play games 213 00:11:33.927 --> 00:11:35.377 that's my principle 214 00:11:35.377 --> 00:11:39.077 in fact, if you really don't like someone, playing hard to get is inevitable 215 00:11:39.077 --> 00:11:41.527 because it's not about consciously playing games 216 00:11:41.527 --> 00:11:44.727 it's because you really don't want your heart to be pulled in that far yet 217 00:11:44.727 --> 00:11:47.327 [Drama Queen's Evening Sky Story] - During a relationship, you know, this is a bit sad 218 00:11:47.327 --> 00:11:51.077 together, the size of love is 100 219 00:11:51.077 --> 00:11:56.227 so it feels like I shouldn't give the full 100 220 00:11:56.227 --> 00:12:02.777 since I've been hurt in love and have ended things with someone I trusted 221 00:12:02.777 --> 00:12:05.127 there's a song called 'Evening Sky' by Ailee 222 00:12:05.127 --> 00:12:07.577 there's a lyric that says there's a habit of keeping half back when starting to love 223 00:12:07.577 --> 00:12:08.827 I really love this line 224 00:12:08.827 --> 00:12:11.427 It's such a great line 225 00:12:12.077 --> 00:12:14.177 I didn't want to fall in love again 226 00:12:14.177 --> 00:12:16.427 thinking that love wouldn't work out 227 00:12:16.427 --> 00:12:19.377 I met someone during that time 228 00:12:19.377 --> 00:12:21.727 I really loved that person 229 00:12:21.727 --> 00:12:23.627 I thought that this was 100% love 230 00:12:24.277 --> 00:12:26.727 but I was worried that the person might go away 231 00:12:26.727 --> 00:12:30.777 so I deliberately expressed about half of what I felt 232 00:12:30.777 --> 00:12:33.427 only showed half because I feared he might run away 233 00:12:33.427 --> 00:12:35.927 in case he would leave if I loved him completely 234 00:12:35.927 --> 00:12:37.827 this habit came about 235 00:12:37.827 --> 00:12:41.627 In the end, he told me that 236 00:12:41.627 --> 00:12:47.327 'I loved you, but you never loved me' 237 00:12:47.327 --> 00:12:50.327 That was so blunt, those words were so very 238 00:12:50.327 --> 00:12:52.127 shocking to me 239 00:12:52.127 --> 00:12:53.777 if this isn't love, then what is it? 240 00:12:53.777 --> 00:12:56.477 But in fact, I did try to not show it 241 00:12:56.477 --> 00:12:58.677 and even until the end, I never said that I loved him 242 00:12:58.677 --> 00:13:00.977 because I was really afraid he might leave 243 00:13:00.977 --> 00:13:03.827 I'd only show 80% even if I could show 100% 244 00:13:03.827 --> 00:13:05.977 or maybe just 60%, it appears that way 245 00:13:05.977 --> 00:13:09.227 It's not a good habit, but it turned out that way 246 00:13:09.227 --> 00:13:13.227 After a breakup, the truth is that my weakness is also my strength 247 00:13:13.227 --> 00:13:17.877 I'm really like a goldfish with my memory 248 00:13:17.877 --> 00:13:20.777 I don't remember so well about that person after breaking up 249 00:13:20.777 --> 00:13:23.377 and I don't really remember the memories much either 250 00:13:23.377 --> 00:13:25.477 I do ruminate over it if I miss him 251 00:13:25.477 --> 00:13:27.177 but now I've realized 252 00:13:27.177 --> 00:13:30.677 going to one's house after breaking up 253 00:13:30.677 --> 00:13:32.127 (She's great at making a scene) or making a scene, please don't do it 254 00:13:32.127 --> 00:13:34.577 because the more you try to catch a man, the more he drifts away 255 00:13:34.577 --> 00:13:36.427 I learned this through my own experience 256 00:13:36.427 --> 00:13:38.577 [What kind of person do you think makes a terrible partner?] 257 00:13:38.577 --> 00:13:39.627 Definitely the avoidant type 258 00:13:39.627 --> 00:13:43.027 excluding issues like trust or having double standards 259 00:13:43.027 --> 00:13:44.977 a really terrible partner 260 00:13:44.977 --> 00:13:45.827 the extreme avoidant type 261 00:13:45.827 --> 00:13:48.227 If you ever break up with an avoidant type 262 00:13:48.227 --> 00:13:50.377 It drives you crazy. It's really hard 263 00:13:50.377 --> 00:13:52.477 That's why I know so much about the avoidant type 264 00:13:52.477 --> 00:13:54.327 so I'm wondering if I should make a video about it 265 00:13:54.327 --> 00:13:56.577 I'm really, really scared of the avoidant type 266 00:13:56.577 --> 00:13:58.527 because you have to resolve conflicts when they arise 267 00:13:58.527 --> 00:14:01.427 [Why did you move to Yeouido, Ki-eun? I'm curious.] 268 00:14:01.427 --> 00:14:06.027 I went to a friend's house for a late night drink about 2, 3 years ago, 269 00:14:06.027 --> 00:14:08.027 They lived near Yeomchang Station 270 00:14:08.027 --> 00:14:11.927 but at that time, I was living near the center of Seoul 271 00:14:11.927 --> 00:14:13.827 and the rent or deposit was cheaper than my house 272 00:14:13.827 --> 00:14:17.327 But the house is so much better 273 00:14:17.327 --> 00:14:19.627 the condition of the house, not just that house but also 274 00:14:19.627 --> 00:14:22.127 all the houses around the area were really nice 275 00:14:22.127 --> 00:14:24.977 ( close to The Hyundai Seoul, Hangang Park, Yeouido Park, IFC Mall, etc.) - There are a lot of studio apts, and the conditions of the studio apts are 276 00:14:24.977 --> 00:14:28.727 much newer than those around Jamsil or Wangsimni 277 00:14:28.727 --> 00:14:33.277 but the price is much better if it's the same, the house condition here is much better 278 00:14:33.277 --> 00:14:38.277 [Sis, aren't you getting prettier this year? Stay healthy and don't get sick♥] 279 00:14:38.277 --> 00:14:41.078 I can't stop giving a heart for this 280 00:14:41.078 --> 00:14:44.678 I know the people who asked me all the questions 281 00:14:48.478 --> 00:14:51.428 I know you all, and I'm so grateful, for real 282 00:14:51.428 --> 00:14:53.228 I don't know how to thank you enough 283 00:14:55.228 --> 00:14:56.728 I don't know, I'm just so thankful 284 00:14:56.728 --> 00:14:58.728 (Destiny who do well in exercise/love/career/self-care are so cool) - There were cute couples 285 00:14:58.728 --> 00:15:00.978 I sneaked a peek, I saw it on Instagram 286 00:15:00.978 --> 00:15:01.978 (embarrassed laughter) 287 00:15:02.278 --> 00:15:05.478 [Curious about your monthly spending on clothes cosmetics] (took another bite of cake) 288 00:15:05.478 --> 00:15:11.028 I really don't know, I've never kept track of consumption in my life 289 00:15:11.028 --> 00:15:12.428 if there's something I want, I buy it right away 290 00:15:12.428 --> 00:15:14.228 but it's not like I buy luxury brands 291 00:15:14.228 --> 00:15:18.078 or very expensive cosmetics every time 292 00:15:18.078 --> 00:15:20.428 [Tell us a TMI please] 293 00:15:20.428 --> 00:15:21.878 There's definitely a TMI 294 00:15:21.878 --> 00:15:25.128 You know, I have a thing about bottled water 295 00:15:25.128 --> 00:15:28.078 I never put my mouth on those 296 00:15:28.078 --> 00:15:32.178 I'm very sensitive to saliva, almost to the point of having a phobia 297 00:15:32.178 --> 00:15:34.978 So when someone talks and doesn't swallow their saliva 298 00:15:34.978 --> 00:15:37.378 or if someone spits too much while talking 299 00:15:37.378 --> 00:15:39.978 I can't stand it 300 00:15:39.978 --> 00:15:43.778 So I say "I'm really sorry, but could you swallow your saliva" 301 00:15:43.778 --> 00:15:47.778 "Sorry, but you're spraying spit on me." Like that 302 00:15:47.778 --> 00:15:51.528 Or even when drinking together, if you put your mouth on it 303 00:15:51.528 --> 00:15:53.578 I won't drink from a bottle after someone else's mouth has been on it 304 00:15:53.578 --> 00:15:55.078 I'm a bit sensitive about saliva 305 00:15:55.078 --> 00:15:56.278 [What did you have for dinner tonight?] 306 00:15:56.278 --> 00:15:57.178 I didn't have dinner 307 00:15:57.178 --> 00:16:00.878 I had a snack and now I'm eating this 308 00:16:00.878 --> 00:16:04.178 [Unnie, please make a work vlog♥ What time do you wake up?] 309 00:16:04.178 --> 00:16:06.228 These days I wake up at 8 o'clock 310 00:16:06.228 --> 00:16:12.028 [I know it's pointless, but I keep getting bothered and comparing myself because I know the TMI about my boyfriend's first love, his ex-girlfriend...] 311 00:16:12.328 --> 00:16:15.128 I'm really curious about what that TMI is 312 00:16:15.128 --> 00:16:18.228 (Self close-up) - If I saw something about my boyfriend's ex-girlfriend 313 00:16:18.228 --> 00:16:20.128 Or if I saw her face 314 00:16:20.128 --> 00:16:23.678 But if that woman is objectively pretty as 50 315 00:16:23.678 --> 00:16:27.928 But in my eyes, she looks as pretty as 80? I guess there's nothing I can do 316 00:16:27.928 --> 00:16:30.978 And if knowing the TMI bothers me 317 00:16:30.978 --> 00:16:34.828 Right, if he's dating someone like me, all his ex-girlfriends must have been pretty too 318 00:16:34.828 --> 00:16:36.878 I think they must have all been great 319 00:16:36.878 --> 00:16:40.878 (I'll just take one more bite and then talk) 320 00:16:40.878 --> 00:16:44.028 My current boyfriend, based on his experiences with women 321 00:16:44.028 --> 00:16:47.028 tries to treat me better, as he has accumulated data 322 00:16:47.028 --> 00:16:52.128 As you all know, a man with such experiences has learned something 323 00:16:52.128 --> 00:16:53.978 So, I am actually grateful 324 00:16:53.978 --> 00:16:56.378 for training my boyfriend 325 00:16:56.378 --> 00:16:59.228 and sending him to me, so just be thankful 326 00:16:59.228 --> 00:17:00.878 The one with composure is the winner! 327 00:17:00.878 --> 00:17:03.378 What's most needed is not impatience, but leisure 328 00:17:03.378 --> 00:17:07.928 [Unnie! Do you have your own ways to relieve stress or manage it? And, by the way, I love you..♥] 329 00:17:07.928 --> 00:17:11.328 She is Destiny, and her eyes are so cute when she smiles 330 00:17:11.328 --> 00:17:13.828 Is this a stress that can be resolved? 331 00:17:13.828 --> 00:17:16.078 If it can be resolved, how can it be done? 332 00:17:16.078 --> 00:17:17.428 Or it's something that cannot be resolved 333 00:17:17.428 --> 00:17:20.428 But since most of it cannot be resolved, I will be more stressed 334 00:17:20.428 --> 00:17:23.078 I no longer try so hare 335 00:17:23.078 --> 00:17:25.328 worrying about things I can't control 336 00:17:25.328 --> 00:17:28.528 But it actually works when I intentionally think like that 337 00:17:28.528 --> 00:17:31.178 In fact, in Dale Carnegie's self-management theory as well 338 00:17:31.178 --> 00:17:34.728 there are ways to handle worries or stress 339 00:17:34.728 --> 00:17:36.278 But I really, really empathize with that 340 00:17:36.278 --> 00:17:38.378 I try to fill that memory with something else 341 00:17:38.378 --> 00:17:39.578 But it's so hard 342 00:17:39.578 --> 00:17:42.228 In fact, all my thoughts are on the stress 343 00:17:42.228 --> 00:17:44.478 Then I go to a coin karaoke for two hours 344 00:17:44.478 --> 00:17:47.078 (Lead up to- karaoke shouting) I go and belt it out alone because I'm really stressed 345 00:17:47.078 --> 00:17:48.728 (LOL) - I come back after screaming my lungs out 346 00:17:54.028 --> 00:18:00.628 Thank you so much for coming to Tiny's 40k celebration party 347 00:18:00.628 --> 00:18:03.378 I'm starting again now 348 00:18:03.378 --> 00:18:04.678 I really get choked up just thinking about it 349 00:18:04.678 --> 00:18:08.978 So I'm really grateful, but I don't know how to repay this 350 00:18:08.978 --> 00:18:11.078 What I've thought about how I can repay you 351 00:18:11.078 --> 00:18:14.078 is that the best moment is when you all are smiling 352 00:18:14.078 --> 00:18:15.578 And I think that's something I can do 353 00:18:15.578 --> 00:18:17.228 *Vocation: Comedian 354 00:18:17.228 --> 00:18:21.178 Please keep watching me in the future as well 355 00:18:21.178 --> 00:18:25.778 (Warning: big face in 3 seconds) - Have a good night, I love you so much 356 00:18:25.778 --> 00:18:27.828 You have been warned 357 00:18:40.128 --> 00:18:45.378 It's so pretty, how do I open it? 358 00:19:16.528 --> 00:19:23.128 Ah it's so hot, oh my god 359 00:19:24.078 --> 00:19:27.428 Oh no, I touched it 360 00:19:28.628 --> 00:19:30.928 The fire touched my hand 361 00:19:51.128 --> 00:20:00.278 Stay calm, stay calm, let's try again, I can do it 362 00:20:02.028 --> 00:20:06.778 I can relight an extinguished candle, calmly and quickly 363 00:20:06.778 --> 00:20:10.528 I can do it a little faster