0 00:00:01.825 --> 00:00:08.225 2 weeks before the incident 1 00:00:08.725 --> 00:00:13.325 Censoring it since I'm not wearing a bra) Sacrifice (1) 2 00:00:14.475 --> 00:00:16.175 Sacrifice (2) 3 00:00:16.175 --> 00:00:18.875 All my plants died.. 4 00:00:18.875 --> 00:00:19.525 Sigh... Seriously? 5 00:00:19.525 --> 00:00:23.025 (professional plant killer) I tried repotting and giving them nutrients.. 6 00:00:23.025 --> 00:00:24.525 But... they still didn't survive.. 7 00:00:25.025 --> 00:00:27.575 (Herniated disc patient) Oh my.. 8 00:00:27.575 --> 00:00:29.475 (Introducing their names through pain) Park Eve (6 months) 9 00:00:29.475 --> 00:00:30.575 What was it? 10 00:00:30.575 --> 00:00:31.575 (Forgot the name) Oh, I forgot the name.. 11 00:00:31.575 --> 00:00:34.625 This one died as soon as it came to my place.. 12 00:00:34.625 --> 00:00:36.475 I think I made a mistake while repotting.. 13 00:00:36.475 --> 00:00:39.125 (mommy doesn’t know what to do) It died right after repotting 14 00:00:39.125 --> 00:00:40.975 Ah.. I just bought this flowerpot 15 00:00:40.975 --> 00:00:42.974 As a welcome present for this one 16 00:00:42.974 --> 00:00:45.274 I bought a pot for this small plant.. 17 00:00:45.274 --> 00:00:49.924 HAHAHAHA^^.. 18 00:00:49.924 --> 00:00:52.774 (my ex gave it to me..) This one came at Christmas Eve~ 19 00:00:52.774 --> 00:00:54.574 (It faded away just like the love..) 20 00:00:54.574 --> 00:00:56.974 It’s dead~ 21 00:00:56.974 --> 00:01:00.424 Ah.. it breaks my heart.. 22 00:01:00.424 --> 00:01:01.474 Ah, I can't take care of plants 23 00:01:01.474 --> 00:01:03.474 How do I manage to be attached to plants? 24 00:01:03.474 --> 00:01:05.274 What should I do, seriously? 25 00:01:05.274 --> 00:01:06.574 Should I just throw it out like this~? 26 00:01:06.574 --> 00:01:07.574 @Destiny: Why are you asking that to us.. 27 00:01:07.574 --> 00:01:09.874 (Fox feeling a little upset) Can I just throw it away like this...? 28 00:01:09.874 --> 00:01:13.424 Ah..... I'm so upset.. 29 00:01:15.824 --> 00:01:18.174 (Sigh) Should I just throw this one away...? 30 00:01:19.524 --> 00:01:21.324 I guess it's okay to just throw the plant away... Ah.. 31 00:01:21.324 --> 00:01:24.374 (Pathetic shaking..) 32 00:01:33.774 --> 00:01:35.324 Goodbye.. 33 00:01:35.324 --> 00:01:39.074 I'm sorry... for not raising you well.. 34 00:01:39.274 --> 00:01:42.674 I'm running the dryer right now 35 00:01:42.674 --> 00:01:44.524 Cleaning after a long time.. 36 00:01:46.074 --> 00:01:48.474 And it feels good to tidy up something.. 37 00:01:49.324 --> 00:01:51.474 My heart also feels lighter.. 38 00:01:52.274 --> 00:01:59.524 14 days before the incident 39 00:02:01.374 --> 00:02:04.873 (self-proclaimed)fox with a hot outfit 40 00:02:04.873 --> 00:02:07.823 I have a thing in Yongsan today.. Heehee 41 00:02:07.823 --> 00:02:11.473 I have...A DATE..! 42 00:02:11.473 --> 00:02:13.873 I arrived first!! 43 00:02:13.873 --> 00:02:16.423 My favorite restaurant.. reserved a room, how nice..>.~ 44 00:02:16.423 --> 00:02:19.773 The food just came out!! 45 00:02:19.973 --> 00:02:26.823 Shabu in Seoul 61 Hangang-daero 62-gil, Yongsan-gu 46 00:02:26.823 --> 00:02:29.723 The food is really delicious here, I came here last week too 47 00:02:29.723 --> 00:02:33.273 It's a date, but I'm more focused on the food than my date 48 00:02:33.273 --> 00:02:37.373 They beautifully arranged the meat 49 00:02:37.373 --> 00:02:41.673 A fantastic combination of meat and vegetables that melts in your mouth 50 00:02:41.673 --> 00:02:46.273 This is my favorite restaurant in Yongsan.. Highly recommend<3 51 00:02:46.273 --> 00:02:50.623 I even added the rice with egg as a finishing touch...a must eat 52 00:02:50.623 --> 00:02:54.573 They mix it for you from the side 53 00:02:56.373 --> 00:02:58.573 (Drooling) Wow, it looks so good 54 00:02:58.573 --> 00:03:00.473 - What's going on today? - Okay, that's enough 55 00:03:00.473 --> 00:03:01.423 Did you starve yourself for a few days? 56 00:03:01.423 --> 00:03:03.073 (HAHAHAHAHA) ^^ 57 00:03:03.073 --> 00:03:05.073 Before leaving... 58 00:03:05.073 --> 00:03:08.023 Got to take a quick look in the mirror ^.~ 59 00:03:08.373 --> 00:03:12.223 (A little smile like this^.~) 60 00:03:12.523 --> 00:03:16.773 Driving me home after dinner 61 00:03:17.773 --> 00:03:22.173 'Todo de Ti - Rauw Alejandro' This song is so good 62 00:03:22.173 --> 00:03:25.573 Spanish doesn't sound so fast with this song 63 00:03:25.573 --> 00:03:29.172 The clear pronunciation makes it easy to listen to 64 00:03:29.172 --> 00:03:31.372 Suddenly recommending songs to study Spanish to in a fertilizer vlog 65 00:03:32.372 --> 00:03:34.822 I arrived home and got out of the car and as I walk in 66 00:03:34.822 --> 00:03:37.322 He took something out of the trunk and it's this big box 67 00:03:37.322 --> 00:03:40.372 It turned out to be a surprise housewarming gift 68 00:03:40.372 --> 00:03:42.272 So surprised and touched..!! 69 00:03:42.272 --> 00:03:46.122 How did you know that plants die at my touch..! 70 00:03:46.122 --> 00:03:50.972 A few days ago, all my plants died and I had to let them all go... 71 00:03:50.972 --> 00:03:54.472 (Are we... meant to be? lol) 72 00:03:54.472 --> 00:03:56.672 (I was taught how to raise them but didn't really listen) 73 00:03:59.422 --> 00:04:04.022 7 days before the incident 74 00:04:04.172 --> 00:04:07.372 Nutritional supplements A, B... like this 75 00:04:07.372 --> 00:04:09.272 Just mix it in 76 00:04:09.896 --> 00:04:11.946 Oh! 77 00:04:13.122 --> 00:04:15.372 Ah~~! It's just 78 00:04:15.372 --> 00:04:17.372 a white liquid (Gotcha ^.^) 79 00:04:17.372 --> 00:04:20.622 (Squeeze it till that last drop) 80 00:04:20.622 --> 00:04:23.872 (Mixing in fertilizer nutrient B too!) 81 00:04:25.872 --> 00:04:28.672 B was also just a white liquid 82 00:04:28.672 --> 00:04:31.172 (Mommy will feed you all the nutrients hehe) 83 00:04:31.172 --> 00:04:33.472 (All done ^.~) 84 00:04:33.472 --> 00:04:37.772 (I can give information to my Destinys about the tiium now hehe) 85 00:04:37.772 --> 00:04:40.822 Shake, shake, shake 86 00:04:40.822 --> 00:04:43.472 And this is how I poured it before~! 87 00:04:43.472 --> 00:04:49.172 (Although the guide didn't specify the amount of water, I just eyeballed it) 88 00:04:49.622 --> 00:04:51.421 Oh my, did I put too much? 89 00:04:53.221 --> 00:04:55.571 This part usually comes up 90 00:04:56.071 --> 00:04:57.771 Oh, it sinks again 91 00:05:01.721 --> 00:05:04.821 But I haven't put in all the supplements yet 92 00:05:06.021 --> 00:05:09.671 If this comes up, it means it's enough 93 00:05:10.521 --> 00:05:12.071 But there's too much left 94 00:05:12.071 --> 00:05:14.121 I didn't even put in all the supplements 95 00:05:14.871 --> 00:05:16.571 What should I do? 96 00:05:16.571 --> 00:05:20.621 (The first day of feeding... Mommy is panicking) 97 00:05:20.621 --> 00:05:21.771 (What am I supposed to do now..) 98 00:05:21.771 --> 00:05:23.471 I need to put more in 99 00:05:23.471 --> 00:05:25.371 My little ones...they need more nutrition 100 00:05:25.371 --> 00:05:28.121 ↑ Pumping it out because it's full (A few more timid drops) 101 00:05:29.771 --> 00:05:32.771 Eventually, I left the left over water bottle 102 00:05:32.771 --> 00:05:36.871 7 days have passed since, and I'm working from home again 103 00:05:37.021 --> 00:05:41.671 The day of the incident 104 00:05:44.021 --> 00:05:47.571 I came to do Pilates during lunch hour 105 00:05:47.571 --> 00:05:50.871 Didn't count on my healthy life to become a help me, life... 106 00:05:50.871 --> 00:05:53.571 I'm working overtime right now 107 00:05:53.571 --> 00:05:55.372 I'm starving to death 108 00:06:03.521 --> 00:06:07.271 I choose you! 109 00:06:08.521 --> 00:06:12.221 I ordered Tang-Jjamyeon and it's because 110 00:06:15.970 --> 00:06:17.670 The K drama called 'Lies Hidden In My Garden' 111 00:06:17.670 --> 00:06:22.770 (I ordered right after watching Ji-yeon Lim's Jjajangmyeon scene) I was watching clips and saw the main character 112 00:06:22.770 --> 00:06:25.820 eating sweet sour pork and Jajangmyeon 113 00:06:25.820 --> 00:06:27.870 My god it made me crazy hungry 114 00:06:27.870 --> 00:06:29.770 I seriously couldn't not order this 115 00:06:29.770 --> 00:06:39.620 (Very excited) OMG how delicious 116 00:06:40.520 --> 00:06:45.570 While eating, I drank the water that I left behind 117 00:06:45.570 --> 00:06:50.370 The current time is 10 p.m. I was sharing my day with my mom 118 00:06:50.370 --> 00:06:54.870 I told her that I bled twice today when I was working at home... 119 00:06:54.870 --> 00:06:58.970 I forgot about it because I was so busy during the day 120 00:06:58.970 --> 00:07:03.970 Around 2 p.m. and 4 p.m., I had bled so much that turned the toilet bowl all red 121 00:07:03.970 --> 00:07:10.470 In an instant, I was certain that the water I drank tasted funky 122 00:07:10.470 --> 00:07:17.020 The same water I drank to take 5 different supplements including vitamin C, Evening Primrose Oil, collagen vitamin 123 00:07:17.020 --> 00:07:22.970 tasted bad but I told my self that it's just me not the water.. 124 00:07:22.970 --> 00:07:25.870 I just... remembered that... 125 00:07:25.870 --> 00:07:32.570 I also remembered that I brought a water bottle that was beside my bed upstairs at lunch time... and 126 00:07:32.570 --> 00:07:39.269 That it was the water I mixed plant fertilizer in.... 127 00:07:39.269 --> 00:07:45.119 I wasn't able to foresee because I always have 5 to 6 water bottles by my bed 128 00:07:45.119 --> 00:07:51.169 I forgot that I put the fertilizer bottle by the tiiun mini because it was a week ago... 129 00:07:51.169 --> 00:07:56.119 This is crazy... Am I going to die...? 130 00:07:56.119 --> 00:08:00.419 I sent mom the specifications of the product with my trembling hands 131 00:08:00.419 --> 00:08:04.515 - Why do you have fertilizer? You thought it was one of supplements? - One hospital EM takes only burns so I'm going to a different one 132 00:08:04.515 --> 00:08:10.377 - How long does it take? - It's 10 minute drive, taxi app called the same driver to me.. I'm almost there 133 00:08:13.872 --> 00:08:15.822 They took my urine sample and will have additional examinations 134 00:08:15.822 --> 00:08:21.071 - No results yet? - Are you waiting for the result? 135 00:08:21.071 --> 00:08:23.827 - What's going on? - Are you sleeping? 136 00:08:24.719 --> 00:08:26.769 Everyone... 137 00:08:26.969 --> 00:08:29.569 I was so shocked... 138 00:08:29.569 --> 00:08:31.069 I called a taxi 139 00:08:31.369 --> 00:08:33.269 To go to a EM room 140 00:08:34.169 --> 00:08:37.769 I mixed plant fertilizer in this bottle... 141 00:08:37.769 --> 00:08:40.269 It is white colored 142 00:08:40.269 --> 00:08:43.369 I drank it all... 143 00:08:43.369 --> 00:08:46.519 because I forgot that I had the fertilizer mixed in this 144 00:08:46.519 --> 00:08:51.019 And today... I kept bleeding when I peed 145 00:08:51.019 --> 00:08:53.769 Let's get going... what's going to happen to me..? 146 00:08:53.769 --> 00:08:56.869 On the way to the EM room 147 00:08:56.869 --> 00:09:02.668 I'm terrified to imagine that my organs may be chemically burning 148 00:09:02.668 --> 00:09:06.818 I arrived in front of the EM.. 149 00:09:06.818 --> 00:09:10.218 I'm so scared... 150 00:09:10.968 --> 00:09:15.368 (It's starting to get serious so I'm freaking out...) 151 00:09:15.368 --> 00:09:21.868 Yes...^^ I had to take a taxi again because the emergency room at Sungsim Hospital only does burn treatment 152 00:09:21.868 --> 00:09:27.268 I got the same taxi, so the driver asked why I was taking another ride 153 00:09:27.268 --> 00:09:30.218 This is the Yoido Seongmo Hospital.. 154 00:09:30.218 --> 00:09:36.318 I even brought that plastic bottle with 3 drops of water, plant fertilizer, and nutrient solution.. 155 00:09:36.318 --> 00:09:39.068 It's written in bold letters, 'Do Not Eat'.. 156 00:09:39.068 --> 00:09:41.868 It is... now inside my tummy, hehe.. 157 00:09:41.868 --> 00:09:45.718 Starting with a urine test as soon as I arrived.. 158 00:09:45.718 --> 00:09:48.468 Also completed registering at the front desk... 159 00:09:48.468 --> 00:09:53.668 (Where am I, who am I...) 160 00:09:53.668 --> 00:09:59.368 One doctor thought I took vegan dietary supplements.. 161 00:09:59.368 --> 00:10:04.668 While waiting, I'm checking the ingredients of the supplements one by one again.. 162 00:10:04.668 --> 00:10:09.068 It clearly says in the ingredients '*Type: Fertilizer' 163 00:10:09.068 --> 00:10:13.768 They told me to change into patient clothes 164 00:10:13.768 --> 00:10:18.268 I wore it backwards^^.. This is the backside 165 00:10:18.268 --> 00:10:23.367 Immediately, they checked my heart rate and put stickers all over my body for a test(?), and gave me an IV drip 166 00:10:23.367 --> 00:10:26.467 And then they started with a blood test.. 167 00:10:26.467 --> 00:10:31.067 At that time, I didn't know.. that even after receiving all the IV drips, I still couldn’t go home 168 00:10:31.067 --> 00:10:37.067 Both arms are occupied with something 169 00:10:37.067 --> 00:10:43.117 This is the heart rate check thingy that I only saw in dramas... (sad scary) 170 00:10:43.117 --> 00:10:46.667 Here too.. 171 00:10:47.017 --> 00:10:51.667 It was just the beginning, but already everything was happening quickly and super tiring 172 00:10:51.667 --> 00:10:55.967 The emergency room was too cold, so I asked for a blanket, but they gave me a tablecloth 173 00:10:55.967 --> 00:11:01.717 I was eating jjatangmyeon and chatting with my mom, and now I’m here.. 174 00:11:01.717 --> 00:11:06.367 Even the doctors on duty? or the nurses? were startled, adding to my internal fear 1 175 00:11:06.367 --> 00:11:10.367 I’m not crying.. 176 00:11:10.367 --> 00:11:14.967 I've been bare-faced all day, so it feels like oil is getting into my eyes.. (Unnecessary information) 177 00:11:15.767 --> 00:11:21.467 It's already uncomfortable... I really want to go home.... 178 00:11:21.467 --> 00:11:24.267 Today, I've done nothing but work hard.... 179 00:11:24.867 --> 00:11:30.067 Let's just lie down for now.. 180 00:11:34.117 --> 00:11:36.917 They said the test results will come out in about three and a half hours.. 181 00:11:36.917 --> 00:11:41.517 Yes.. They added another test, so I can't go home today.. 182 00:11:41.517 --> 00:11:48.216 I'm trying to sleep a little, but they're giving me another shot.. 183 00:11:48.216 --> 00:11:50.366 Let’s just sleep 184 00:11:50.366 --> 00:11:53.916 Even the hope of being able to leave in three and a half hours is disappearing.. 185 00:11:53.916 --> 00:11:58.316 Surprising fact that the current time is 4 AM 186 00:11:58.316 --> 00:12:01.716 Being uncomfortable is obviously fine because it's an emergency room 187 00:12:01.716 --> 00:12:07.016 But the man right next to me is farting and burping every ten seconds 188 00:12:11.266 --> 00:12:16.266 One side has been farting for five hours after eating too much 189 00:12:16.266 --> 00:12:22.616 and I'm hospitalized because I drank plant fertilizer and was peeing blood 190 00:12:22.616 --> 00:12:28.216 The medical staff... I respect them so much.. 191 00:12:28.216 --> 00:12:34.516 It's 4:04 in the morning... I came here to get a CT scan half asleep 192 00:12:34.516 --> 00:12:37.816 I've done various tests including X-rays on my whole body 193 00:12:37.816 --> 00:12:44.616 At 9 o'clock in the morning... I had a colonoscopy/upper endoscopy, and a rectal examination 194 00:12:44.616 --> 00:12:48.316 I thought the endoscopy was over, but I can't speak 195 00:12:48.316 --> 00:12:53.366 I thought I would finish the examination quickly, but I wonder why they gave me such a large amount 196 00:12:53.366 --> 00:12:58.616 The doctor put on gloves like this and put his hand in my anus to collect a stool sample 197 00:12:58.616 --> 00:13:01.866 Yes^^.. 198 00:13:01.866 --> 00:13:04.216 That's how it turned out..^^ 199 00:13:04.216 --> 00:13:08.115 I've been hospitalized in the emergency room for two days receiving tests and they recommended that I stay for 3-4 more days 200 00:13:08.115 --> 00:13:10.115 I had no guardian and it was really hard for me, so I said I want to leave the hospital. 201 00:13:10.115 --> 00:13:14.565 Q. What was his reaction? 202 00:13:14.565 --> 00:13:17.565 I turned into a poo princess of fertilizer kingdom, instead of a mysterious fox 203 00:13:17.565 --> 00:13:20.815 Destiny..^^ Will I be able to get my REVENGE?! 204 00:13:21.265 --> 00:13:49.415 I sincerely thank all the Destinies who worried after seeing my insta story <3